Gah
I just actually can't be bothered with anything right now. Just when I feel I'm failing French, I get a B in the reading and the speaking coach tells me just how much I've improved. Just when me and Joe haven't argued for ages, his friend winds me up, I get upset and walk away and now he won't reply to texts, calls or emails. Just when I actually have time off work, I get taken to Somerset for a wedding. Gah.
Just when I feel like I actually have money, I check my balance and have £47 to last two weeks and three trips to London, two trips to the Barn, including one tonight (maybe, if Joe's talking to me by then!). I feel like a failure in all aspects.
I'm told daily by a certain someone that they hate me, my clothes and everything about me and they laugh in my face. I'm told it''s a form of bullying.
I know I'll probably be rejected by Select for being too fat. But I'm going to try anyway, why have regrets?
Just want to go find a hole and disappear from the world for a long time.
I want Tanysha to be smiley and happy again.
Just when I feel like I actually have money, I check my balance and have £47 to last two weeks and three trips to London, two trips to the Barn, including one tonight (maybe, if Joe's talking to me by then!). I feel like a failure in all aspects.
I'm told daily by a certain someone that they hate me, my clothes and everything about me and they laugh in my face. I'm told it''s a form of bullying.
I know I'll probably be rejected by Select for being too fat. But I'm going to try anyway, why have regrets?
Just want to go find a hole and disappear from the world for a long time.
I want Tanysha to be smiley and happy again.
Labels: Life
posted by ski at 4:04 AM
1 Comments:
Hello my dear.
*magic wand swish* Feel better! *ding*
1. You're doing better in French - how is that failure? (And well done btw)
2. Well, at least it wasn't Joe who started an argument - it was his friend. After a while I'm sure he'll be talking to you again
3. Do you really need to go on 3 trips to London? lol, well, maybe you do but just thought I'd comment on this
4. Who is bullying you? - that's totally evil, have you told anyone? (apart from this blog)
5. YOU'RE NOT FAT! and yes, go for the Select thing - you've got the right attitude anyway (except the 'I'm fat' bit but if they think you're fat then they obviously want anorexic models and it's just stupid to become anorexic for a job!)
6. Don't disappear from the world! I'd miss you!
7. This was last week - anything changed now?
8. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA :)
9. xxx
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