Gah

Had a bit of a spaz yesterday and two panic attacks. I think I worry myself too much about things that I shouldn't worry about and end up making myself very ill in the process.
So, today, first two periods are being spent on doing english work due in at 1 which I should probablyhave done a long time ago! and then 3rd, I have a half tutor and will probably end up doing more work in the other half of it! I do homework at college and always get asked why I never have any time to eat! It's because if I didn't do work at college, I couldn't go out as much as I do at the weekends!
Gah the bus was strange this morning- no-one was really talking,they all had headphones in and me and rachael were the only one's talking properly. At least Tanysha's back! She was rather ill yesterday but better today. woop!
Turns out Friday was our last Friday of term, seeing as we have this Thursday off ('cept for 20 minutes, then I'm working 11-5) and Friday for the 2nd years ILP's. And next friday is INSET or something like that. Whatever it is, it means we get the day off! And that is the day for MCR- perfect timing! So can get to Wembley early! But still don't have a plan as to how I'm getting home, seeing as the trains are a bit stupid, and I need to be out of the house by 9 at the latest next morning on the way to Somerset. For a wedding. Gonna be so damn grouchy! At least I have the teapot bag for that occasion!
Ooh! Tune! 'It's my life'- Bon Jovi! meh. sitting next to Joe in ze mezzanine and emailing him at the same time, seeing as there is a strict silence policy lol. Things never seem to go right between us right now. We figured it's been a good three weeks since we spent 'quality time' together and it's hit us hard.

Meh.